I came across a very familiar envelope this week as I was putting stuff into boxes. I stared at the self made but very creative envelope. Didn't realize that I had kept it over the years. It stirred memories - mixed feelings, a search of identity, and attempts of self "destruction" (not suicide though!) I touched it, undecided whether to get a glimpse of its contents yet again. My daughter looked at me with her "what-is-that mommy" look and I simply said "Oh, its nothing." I put it aside and continued to pack things but "curiousity killed the cat" - not that I have forgotten its contents! I read it and read it again. It was a very comforting and encouraging as well as touching letter - I still think it is. I remember going through a tough time while at SAUC - not financially or socially but spiritually. Somehow, someone must have sensed, seen or felt the rough weather I was at and decided to "kay poh"! I almost tore it into pieces but decided against it. Looking back now, I'm glad the letter shook me and brought some senses into me. I smiled as I folded the letter and slipped it back into the envelope. I'm glad there were friends who cared and there will always be friends who care....
Oh by the way, the letter was signed "God" with a P.S Sorry for the spelling errors if there were any, my secretary is human. Forgive her! *giggles*
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Imagine....
We meet after a long time and we talked till 12 midnight in your room with lights off and no one else was at home. Then, your phone rings downstairs. I asked you to come back after taking the call and of course you promised you would. The person on the phone tells you that I died last night. Would you come back to your room as promised?
Sunday, May 25, 2008
The ball is round....
Where have I been???? Around....hahahaha, the kids wanted to stay over at my parents for a few days since their daddy was away. A blessing in disguise I would say coz I had the chance to sneak a peek MU vs. Chelsea with my bros!!!! Haven't done that for quite sometime since my other half is not as fanatic as I am with this football thing. However if you just whisper mud, tyres, man & machine he'll just drop everything!!! Which team am I a fan of??? Long time ago I used to love Chelsea but I would always lose some RM to my brothers who are die hard fans of MU. While watching the game, I still cheered for both, taking no sides at all! The reason - play safe ;) Had a few kicks on field myself during Teachers' Day too. Strained some muscles and still agonizing over it but...I enjoyed myself! My thought - the ball is round, anything can happen!!!
The little boss of the house is whining so its back to undivided attention to him now. Cheerio people!!!
The little boss of the house is whining so its back to undivided attention to him now. Cheerio people!!!
Monday, May 12, 2008
forgetful???
I scored again for forgetting a kettle on the stove. I got that look - you know when someone is mad at you - from my roommate. "Eeee.....kau ni, lupa itu air. Bahaya betul." Well, what could I do but look at him probably with that "minta kesian" look and just smile...I bet he got pissed off, as always *giggles n frowns* Even worse this time coz am at my usual spot at this time of nite....that is in front of my laptop screen doing who knows what but facebooking and blogging *lol* Well, on my part I wouldn't entirely blame the sophisticated technology we have now coz after a busy and hectic day from work to house chores and entertaining my kids, this is where I unwind for the day....ehemm, of course after the little ones are in their dream world. Forgetful then? Blaming on age? Nah, I don't think so. Quoting a friend, age is just a number....young or old we still tend to forget. But I guess one thing that I certainly would not forget is friends who are around. They are part of who we are. What say you???
Well, au revoir for now...better sign off before someone says I may forget where I sleep tonight *giggles*
Well, au revoir for now...better sign off before someone says I may forget where I sleep tonight *giggles*
Saturday, May 10, 2008
woohoo....
woohoo....a very eventful week I had...even today was. Yummy food on the menu for lunch, laughed a lot with friends and made music too!!! A very good anti-stress prescription, I can say. Something that I look forward too come weekdays. We a.k.a In Harmony - this singing group we have - had this jamming session (recording;p) again today. Hmmm, takes hours to be an artiste just to get a few pieces of papers with do-re-mi perfect-oh!!! But I think we had fun in a way coz I did. Like Ogy commented on AF "Music is a journey of the soul", I guess we and music lovers out there have our own "journey of the soul" to tamper with. By composing every note along the way with feelings/harmony, eventually we'll get to the finale with applauses and probably 'amens' *giggles*.......geez, am sounding somewhat like a preacher.......maybe its the time getting to me!!!! *lol* Yep, I'm in a new day...didn't realize that. Anyway, just a thought. I guess that means I've got to start snoring too like the rest of the pack. Ciao!
Pssttt, btw J thanks for the encouragement...that is if u get to read this blog of mine again.
Pssttt, btw J thanks for the encouragement...that is if u get to read this blog of mine again.
Friday, May 2, 2008
How time flies
I'm glad its weeken'd! Pheww....it was a hectic week even with a day of rest on Thursday but piles of work to complete! My fingers are on the keys but I find myself dozing off *lol* Kids are asleep so I get to relax and unwind a bit. Kids....yepp, there's Enya, Nell and Ed...snoring lightly away. As I was preparing dinner earlier this evening, Edward was saying something like if Enya was the only kid around, she would probably be lonely. Her brothers kept pestering her about something and she had to catch up with them and whatever they had to say. She'll bring them water, she'll accompany them to pee *giggles* and she'll sing to them if they wantedher too. Hey, not giving the impression they do not get into a fight...ohh they do. Baby Ed gets his way most of the time. As I stood holding a spatula (like I said I was preparing dinner;)) watching Enya and her brothers in the living room entertaining themselves, I said to myself "How time flies!" They've grown from babies to 7, 5 and 3 year olds this year. . .hmm, soon they'll be on their own*sighs* This rearing kids is not a simple task...i realize that. But I guess down the road, I'll be missing those "Mommy, I want...."
They are sound asleep now....and I get to blog. . .;)
They are sound asleep now....and I get to blog. . .;)
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Hmmm....
Had fun watching man and machine in action today though I missed the best part....yesterday....so my roommate said. In between the rolling of wheels, I managed to steal time and got started on an old book "The Omega Game". Hmmm....another game...*lol*...my "roommie" didn't get to go in action....probably freaking out if another dent gets to the body of the "suzuki hummer?" nah, not worth getting it they say! No regrets whatsoever for the sweat under the hot and scorching sun...
Nightie nite ppl....happy rollin' n wheelin'!
Nightie nite ppl....happy rollin' n wheelin'!
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